Monday, August 07, 2006written once at 9:51 PM
Watching You.
I decided that I am really stupid after all as I watched you flirt and play around with the girl who is my friend. You did that on purpose did you? But either way, I decided that I rather you treat me this way than treating me like in the past. At least, I know, I can watch both your heart and body from afar instead of your self beside me but your heart isn't. I feel stupid, seriously. Of all people, I fell for you. I'm standing at the edge now, contemplating whether should I jump in further or climb back up. Being a dumb person as I am, I figured I would probably end up down there,
Bleeding...
Would you watch me bleed away?
Maybe I shouldn't waste my time on you. You are probably wanted by bajillion and bajillion of people out there and I'm just one of them. I guess need to close both my eyes whenever I see you in case anymore of the scenes you portrayed in hurts me. I won't say I'll be waiting for you but for now, I am.
Stupid girl I am.
On a happier note, shu said she will make HJ kiss me when he comes here again. Wahaha! Okay, enough for now, I need to reflect on more thoughts before releasing them here. who knows, there might be kids under whatever permitted age or some pyscho teens who are into him that would wanna come stab me for saying such things about him XD don't bother about me, I'm just ranting away. If you can't stand my complaining and weirdness, do feel free to stay away from this blog ^^ Have a nice day<3
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