Tuesday, October 03, 2006written once at 1:22 PM

Dong ah, you gimme a bear and I shall name it Dong okay? ;] I'm anticipating that okee? Heh. DongBang's 3rd album was just released and they had become my drug. X_X I need their dosage like, at least 3 times a day. I was just adding the files to my playlist while I do my work and I decided to add Unforgettable [2nd Album;4th Track]. I like this song alot and because of my minimal korean understanding, I decided to look up for the meaning and wow, I didn't know it was THAT touching. No, I'm not being sarcastic. But read for yourself;

04. Fool (Unforgettable)
translation by: Jungie (also credit: aheeyah.com)

A lie, it's all a lie, those words that time will make me forget you are a lie.
The pain from the seperation has surpressed my heart a little but my feelings for
you are ever the same.

I never thought it'd be easy but
even though a lot of time passes
It's still awkward without you here.

I still love you and I still want you.
I won't ever be okay without you.
Even if I seem attached, this is me, I didn't even know.
You're all I long for.

A lie, that was a like, those words that I've already forgotten you are a lie.
I just said those words because I thought I'd look pathetic and because of my
trifiling pride. I've never once forgotten you.

When I think about a bad habit I've started
I try and forget but
I still will miss you

I still love you and I still want you.
I won't ever be okay without you.
Even if I seem attached, this is me, I didn't even know.
You're all I long for.

I've never stopped loving you. My feelings for you have never changed.
No my heart keeps growing like my love for you.
I just try and keep still the moments when we were happily together.

You had a hard time in my embrace
and it's not until after I've let you go can I think and see clearly.
But I love you everyday
I'm still waiting for you like I've always done
See you once again, my love

See you again, my love...

Apart from that, I'm currently facing this dilemma. I don't know to solve it nor understand this problem. I'm worried and scared but telling it wouldn't help much either. Most people won't understand. And probably won't even care. So I decided to leave everything in God's hands. He's going to be my manager and settle everything for me. I know you will be there for me Lord...
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