Friday, February 23, 2007written once at 6:38 PM

Ookay this is super random but this entry of hyukkie's post totally melted my heart. I know i haven't been updating for bajillion years but yeah, I'll be back... soon? XD

I'll promise you this...

I won't be changeable (or fickle)

I'll become the best

I won't become shy

I won't become sick

I will work hard

I will always be laughing

So please promise me this...

.

.

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To never leave...
Just this one....

credits: 이혁재's cyworld, hannahlove@soompi.com

Don't you just loveeeeeeeee him? Sighs.

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Tuesday, February 13, 2007written once at 5:25 PM

At work right now and it's SO freaking boring omfg. And right, there's this idiot that keeps irritating me at work. He's so SO SO disgusting. I have no words to describe this idiot. My friends and I have like... created some what bajillion names for him. Evil we may be but he is really a disgusting person. Yucccckk. Right now, we are kinda jobless. Jobless in a way where we have nothing to do but still in the work place. The disgusting guy is randomly going around checking our comps and what not. Goodness. How can I ever express what I wanna say?! Someone should one day experience this horribleness of this disgusting irritating annoying dumbass. Disgusting betul. How many times have I repeated this word? Yes, he's damn right disgusting. Why am I saying this? Come experience it for yourself. And one of my friends, KW is laughing non stop behind me ;x hee hee. Read on. x_X

Okay, disgusting matters aside. CNY is coming soon! and my cousin is coming! I is so happy! A sad thing was the departure of shu ._. Sighhhh. I'm gonna miss you loads dearie. Saturday was okay but yeah. Anyway. Sunday was a jam-packed day. After church, we went to God grandpa's house, then my grandma's house then shopping. But found no nice clothes ._. Sighs

The disgusting guy came around again. I think I shall go off. Hah. Rather than getting spied on. It sucks eh. KW just mentioned that disgusting brat came around just now.
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Saturday, February 10, 2007written once at 12:13 AM

Before I start, its Kyungie's Bday! Happy Birthday HanKyung oppa! <33

Now why 2 more days... 2 more days to the end of super super jam-packed days, my 'gasoo' schedule will lessen by next week. There will still be work, but no more late night outs. Because half of GSG is already gone T_T Unless I randomly go yumcha with Lindeedee <3 xD My weekends are all eaten up, fully booked by people from different walks of life. Boy, I sound like a big star eh? Heh heh!

I need to practise my korean soon. I'm so proud that I can read correctly even without teacher's help ;]] It makes me so happy. So thankful that I've been singing for such a long time to learn from my mistakes and pick up the proper pronounciation. Gee, I forgot what I wanted to blog already @_@

Oh, went for the Lions meeting earlier. And after I finished talking, I received such nice praises XD It's very obvious you enjoyed yourself, your speak very fluent English, we really enjoyed your sharing, very enjoyable sharing, you should become the emcee, you'll make a very good emcee.

It's like OMG. EEE! I'm so proud once again XD

I'm liking my new change ;] It certainly makes me a happier person. If anyone who's reading this finds the previous post inspiring/enlightening, I'm glad ;] Oh and a shout out to the people who tagged me, thank you so much! You guys totally made my daaay <33 faraaaah, shushu, jeanyiiii, moggie <3

Have a nice day <3
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Thursday, February 08, 2007written once at 4:09 PM

Yep, this is the second post of the day ;] I think this post will be my thoughts instead of the usual summary of the days. Piano is on about 20 minutes time so yeah. It's rather dark outside and I think it's going to rain soon. Such weather is making me quite blue...

I noticed lately I'm being rather sarcastic. And the worst thing about it is that the people around me thinks that's my true self. Like whenever I say something sarcastic, they'll just take it as me saying it normally. It's weird how now I'm getting confused with some relationships. Or rather for this case, there is only one.

I'm quite lost now though. I'm not too sure whether I really like this guy or do I like/love him as a close friend. I have a few of such guy friends that I really sayang but it's not that type of love. But in this guy's case, I'm just plain confused. Really, really confused.

Another thing is that I'm getting easily paranoid. Not that I wasn't in the past. But I really don't think I want to divulge in this topic anymore. I've decided that one of my resolutions for 2007 is that I'm going back to my roots. Regardless of singing BoA's songs or specifically for this is that I'm going back to my olddddddddddd innocent happy-go-lucky self ;DD Instead of drowning in my own self-pity and fear+worry+what not making me such an unhappy person. I think I would rather be what I was in the past. Relationships were good back then. Or was it because everyone was as naive as I was? But whatever. I will really go accordingly to what I plan. Besides, GSG's 2007 motto;

Don't Know Don't Care.

So yeah, as Shu said earlier >>

Innocent + Happy-Go-Lucky + DKDC = A Happy Michele

I really don't like the feeling of it when I feel insecure? Like I've picked up a certain pattern this certain friend have. And when this friend doesn't acts/speaks accordingly, I'll waver on my stand. Then I'll have weird thoughts of whether our relationship has changed, do I have an attitude problem, was I too rude, was that person being bad to me etc etc. It sucks isn't it.

But either way, anticipate my new self! Or rather, the reincarnation of the old Mish ;]
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Wednesday, February 07, 2007written once at 10:15 AM

So yeah, haven't been updating for some bajillion years huh? When was the last time I blogged? About a week? Hahaha, anyway, I have missed celebrating KyuHyun oppa & YunHo oppa's bday which were on the 3rd and 6th respectively. Sighs, many happy days to come for the both of you and your groups ;]

Hmm, let's see what else have I missed. Let's start from the day to day activities since Rain Concert yeh? Oh man I seriously have a big time memory loss .-. I can't even remember the last time I blogged. But whatever, I think I'll just start from last Friday where it was my first day of work. 1. It was plain freaking boring but it's fun because of the colleagues XD They are sure fun people! But of course, when there is good, there is definately bad. But I'll save that for the next post because I'm at work now X_X

On Sat I went out with hyunnie and Kak Bailah to watch Death Note 2! WOohoo! It rockers my socks but I shall not divulge anything here because I wouldn't turn my blog into some spoiler blog. On Sunday however was the best time of the week. I went to Gua Tempurung & Sungai Klah with my mom & her kindergarten staff+family! Wee! It was SO freaking fun okay. Like SERIOUSLY SERIOUSLY FUN FUN FUN! All the running around and crawling under the limestones. There were so many things to seeeeeeeeeeee!

But anyway. I'll be back
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