Saturday, March 31, 2007written once at 8:32 AM

A little mini minor update before I go missing for another two days ;D

Had a super busy week for the past few days. ANDDDD. Now my korean teacher has officially known that I like 이민우! ㅋㅋㅋ So yeah, yesterday was class and we were learning 뭐했어요. Then after after asking each other questions; I decided to ask her if I could do this;

파라씨, 혜성씨랑 극장에서 영화를 봤어서?

And she was SO SHOCKED hahHAHHAHA! But she said 좋아요!

ANYWAY. I GTG!
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Saturday, March 24, 2007written once at 12:14 PM

축하해 신화 오빠들~!

영원히 행벅해!

오빠들 사랑해요 <33

신화창조!

신화 영원히!!!

사랑해 ;D
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Friday, March 23, 2007written once at 9:53 PM

Well at first I was pretty depressed; sadistic as usual; not happy at all; easily angered. I blame it on PMS though. But whatever. Somehow by korean class, I was SO happy? So hyper. LOL. And I have no ideas why. Hyung seems pretty hyper too. She blames it on me because I praised her being so stylish that day XD But after we see teacher going hyper, we all blamed our psychoness on something else.

비가 데문네...

ㅋㅋㅋ

In class however, it was SO stress free that I was EXTRA hyper and happy. With just the four of us in class and our lovely teacher, we had so much fun! 선생님 started teaching us these stuff that were never taught before in our level and I felt I learned SO much today. So so so much. One of the funniest part was probably because my name was in the textbook and it was being read over and over again. And the best part was when she taught;

누가 누구를 좋아해요?
[who likes who?]

And it was suddenly changed it to.

미셸씨가 이민우를 좋아해요
[michele likes lee minwoo]

and i was like aaaaaaah! 마자요! [that is correct! XD]

Then down the road; suddenly the topic was Minwoo XD The convo was like;

teacher; Who is Lee Minwoo?
us; Shinhwa member
teacher; Michele, why do you like Minwoo sshi?
us; *pause* super leng chai ;DDD
teacher; oh HAHAHAHAA!

Sooooo cute! Then when she taught the super long sentence structure + grammar. It was so long okay. And my name was in that sentence. XD Then blah blah blah, iforgotwhoithinkitwaseitherfarahorteacher. that mentioned.

Michele went to Korea to meet Lee Minwoo.

BOING! Shiokness. Throughout the whole time, almost 3/4 of the time we were talking about michele and minwoo. WEEEEE! Bongbong, aren't you proud!

ㅋㅋㅋ

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Tuesday, March 20, 2007written once at 9:27 PM

Nice to hear people praising you? Or telling you how much they miss/love you? I realized that praising is easier for me to to tell anyone that I missed or love them. I mean, it's not that expressing such emotions are difficult for me but it's more of, I can't just... simply say it. I can't force myself to say such stuff when I don't feel it. I feel fake when I just say for fun. And I really do need the feel of it to just say that three words.

So when I really do say it to you; it's true.
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Monday, March 19, 2007written once at 11:23 AM

Updating because dong asked me to xD but seriously I have nothing much to update. Let's do a little back track. I am still sick. Tuesday night I was out with Kak Bailah to watch Pan's Labrinth [sp?] Boy, apart from the fantasy/imagination stuff, it was downright gory ._. Too much blood for me at that hour. LOL. Came home and ate paste [sure fat d xD] stayed up till 3AM doing work. So yeah, and I thought I could sleep in the next day but who on earth could guess that the switch TRIPPED at 9 in the morning. Sucks.

On the 15th was my papa's bday! mi sua but this time, this celebration excluded the cake. On friday, went out with Jordan, Melwinny, Tatty, JY, JW, Kelly, Pam etc. Saw Adam and gf too ;]] Really pretty girl ;D Oh when I came home, I made bibimbap! Super yummy. Mmm~

Saturday was a family gathering. After dinner, we went up to Genting ;] Boy, I always thought Genting is where got cold waaan? sort of thing but that night I was wrong! So wrong! It was FREEZING. No lengchai to see somemore. Just some noisy dudes that were smoking beside us X_x Came home around 3, was sooo tired. But we still managed to go church the next day and FINALLY. I got my shirt from Ian. Thanks lotsa Ian for the 'very belated Xmas present' XD

Oh and I'm super happy that my aunt's friend, Michelle [yes.anothermichelle ;D] said she like Shinhwa songs! In fact when she heard the whole disc [The Everlasting Mythology ; Shinhwa's 2nd Concert] she was like, I like this. Ahh.. This is the type of song I like la. [ballads] Then when the next song came, it was a rap song. After that song ended, another ballad was playing and she was like, I like the 2nd song alot. LOL! <333

Had a amusing time while chatting with friend's yesterday. Was typing in Korean but conversing in English [It's quite hard to understand if you don't know Korean XD] Had some... ugh people too. But probably the funniest was with this friend where he thought a korean friend was my bf ;x Hee hee. If you are reading this, I'm sorry XD But that korean friend IS really a bf. boy [space] friend. Wee~

I'm starting work again tomorrow. Harhar. Such a good way to earn money. I think from this point on I'm not gonna work my ass off or challenge myself. I'm gonna stick to the basic amount that I'm supposed to do. Sighs. Do so much also useless. I'm earning on a daily basis anyway. Not that I am planning to cheat my boss off his money >_>
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Monday, March 12, 2007written once at 7:54 PM

Finally results are out and yesss. Although its not VERY good but I'm kinda happy with it. But either way, I end up breaking down at home when I suddenly felt I didn't do well enough because of everyone's high expectation of me. Personally though, I feel satisfied. Contented that I've tried my best and if this is what is produced out of my hard work; then so be it!

Thank you everyone for always being there. Thank you for all the love and concern showered on me throughout all these months. Thanks for the huggies ; moggie lgz, fio, xinhui, jiamin, soappie & Pn Zah. Thanks for the SMSes; Mei, Kak Bailah, Fobarah, Mel, Lindeedee, Shu, Pn Zu, Yan Ken, Kak Erenah, anyoneelseImissed ;x You guys made me feel so loved. I am really touched. Thank you all so muchh <33

It's a good day really, I've got so many hugs and got to catch up with old buddies ;D Got to talk to dongdong too! on the phone XD Missed ya loads dongiee <33 Congrats to everyone for their good results! If you didn't do well, as long as you tried your best, it's good enough ;D

Be happy!
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Sunday, March 11, 2007written once at 10:05 PM

Okay! So depression was just two days ago. But yeah, on sat, went to dongbang fc gathering. Helped out in distributing the merchandise. I felt like some promoter LOL. I was showing them the T-shirt sizes and giving them advice on which size is better. Harhar. Lyndy came home with me to help me take pic for the eunhyuk project <33 style="font-style: italic;">star has to ps the pic herself XD That was done on a early Sunday morning lalala~ Oh, went to Jo's bday party for a while that night. Met up with lotsa old friends! Everyone changed omg. And it's like out of the so many of us there that night, only that FEW of us were drinking non-alcoholic drinks AND dressed ... decently? ;x But yeah, most of the ladies underwent the sexy change ;DD

Sunday! Went church then to the dance competition in Sg Wang. Boy, it was SO packed @_@ Gila sial. Initial plan was just to watch mel but gah, there were so many other good looking/hot/great dancers that I end up watching through the wholeeee competition XD Good looking dudes yo. Like seriously. And they danced SO well. Especially this group from Penang that won.

Vid credits Lav ;D



I personally & particularly like the JaeJoong of the group. Hee hee~

Sighs. Results day tomorrow. Going out with Fio after that. Going out with Kak Bailah on Tues for a movie. Murni dates somewhere down the week.

Toodles~
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Friday, March 09, 2007written once at 8:38 PM

So yeah, korean class beginner level ended successfully. I scored a beautiful 95 ;D Could've scored higher if I did not make the mistakes on articles XD Anyway, classes for the next level will resume next next week; after the holiday. I don't think the main reason I am blogging is because of this but because of something bigger. Maybe it's because I need to write fics but because I'm currently plotless so I retreat to such; blogging to express myself better.

But really... I don't seem to have anything to blog.

I seem to be extra stressed out or rather, lost lately. Probably because of my upcoming result day [12th] and piano what not. And seeing somebody twice a week really scares me. I get so freaked out. I'm so worried, so afraid. I really want to be happy. Life is so short and everytime I think about it; why do I choose to place myself in such a horrible situation when I can choose a better one and be happier than now? Why why?

Why...?

People say happiness is a voyage. Happiness IS the road. But really, how do you find happiness when you have to face something you fear and don't want to see twice a week. And everytime you see, you just go blank at everything else. I really don't know what am I talking about you know honestly. I probably just want to crap; want to express my feelings kept inside; want to just... just pass time...

Then it's the decisions that we have to make after results day. Do I continue working? Where do I study? What do I study? How am I going to make this happen? Where am I going to get the money? Will the money be enough? What will happen if I took the wrong turn? Questions...

And it's not like I can live off anybody. My parents are already working their asses off. They leave early in the morning and don't come back till late night. I rarely see them okay. Except for the weekends where I am booked and I go out, they either worked half day or stay home. Anyhow, every weekday is routine-ish to me. If I wake up early, I'll get to see them for that half an hour or so. If I sleep early, I wouldn't even be able to see them.

I like typing long posts. But I know nobody is free to read them. Oh well, I didn't blog for people to read. This blog was created anyway so I won't need to WRITE out my stuff instead. I'm tired. I really am. I want to quit the things I dislike, the thing I am scared of, the thing I dread. I just want to put everything down and leave. I want to be a happier person. So much for the motto of GSG this year; DKDC? I seriously want to get it applied? But apparently it wouldn't work? Honestly, I don't even know why am I staying on?

Hello reader, if you happen to know or understand whatever it's typed up there, you probably are the ones who suffered as well ;] You probably will be thinking; Aiyah, your work also not so much why you fret so much? Why you complain so much? Don't ask me why man. I myself don't know why. I know my work load and burden ain't as much as most of you all out there but I'm not as strong as any of you ._. I don't know how you guys do it but all of you are superb. And although we have each other, I really don't know how long can we go through this...

If you [reader] don't seem to understand much of this post, forget it ;] don't bother <3 I'll still love you as much anyway XD

And I don't seem to have anyone close that I can talk to now... Like seriously, no one. No one I feel is able to understand properly what am I going through now. I'm like seriously stuck in lots and lots of types of thread&strings&what not that nobody will go through the same thing as me. But I'm glad that when I look back and think, at least, at least I had a few people that I can talk to; openly talk and cry about things.

But now...



Not anymore...
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Wednesday, March 07, 2007written once at 11:02 AM

So yeah, how long have I not updated? XD Must have been weeks. Did anybody missed me? Heh heh. But currently, apparently... I have nothing to blog about it. Let's just back track abit and see what I've missed XD Who knows this post might be so darn freaking long that it might make you bored halfway, or quarter way? ;x who knows ._.

My Spore relatives were here for CNY and boy, it was one seriously BUSY CNY. Everyday was packed. Every night I was sleeping at like what? 12AM? 1AM? 3AM? Okay, so it might not be late for you but for me! I sleep early! I seem very agitated ain't I xD But yeah, it was a wonderful family reunion excluding some glitches here and there. But which family wouldn't have such? Atmosphere was quite tense at times when this particular dude makes a particular statement that indirectly insults and makes someone uncomfortable over the table. It pisses me. It pisses my cousin. I didn't know I was the only one until she was talking about it too. LOL. But yeah, family business. That dude should really do some reflecting. We all have our limits. He should know where he stand.

Okay, then on the 24th, went to Sherri's open house and saw tut. XD Frankly speaking, I still don't know whether do I still like him. LOL. Weird isn't it? Harhar. Caught up with alot of oldies. I missed you guys so much! <33 Mogan, Jinnie, Melwinny, etc etc Oh oh, Sherri's dog is sooooo freaking cute. It's so bouncy! So happy-ish! Totally fitting in to my criteria or rather resolution for this year to be happy-go-lucky~

Oh and I got my pay! Gave some to my parents and my grandma+aunt, spent some, saved some. As usual, where did I spend it on? Yes, of course. Shinhwa ;D Went out with Kak Bailah and lyndy pooper yesterday. Had a nice meal and of course the whole idea of meeting up was to get my Shinhwa goodies. Lyndy pooper got me Battle's 1st Single! Lotsa lovess to Lyndy pooper. Your nuna-dongsaeng fic will be coming soon <33 And thanks alot KangIn's love affair for helping me soo much <333 hee hee! I'll be having a great time molesting all the goodies later. Mwahahaah~

I'll be stopping work for a while until probably like next week? Need some time for my own personal self. Working life totally eats up personal life. I wonder how people are still able to date even with pyscho working hours @_@ For my case which is just 9-6 is already killing me. What more 10-12 hours of work. *faints*

Oh oh, apart from all the updates of recent life, I've made a discovery. For all the people who love singing out there; if you want to have a good voice quality, sing more korean and japanese songs. If you want more skills, sing more chinese and english songs. It's been proven and I assure you the results if you really practise XD My cousin and I are the living proof! Hee hee!

Okay, one last update. I'll be having my 1st korean exam TOMORROW! Wish me luck ;DD

*sends lotsa love*

p/s: Imissedyouloadsdongdong <3
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