Monday, May 14, 2007written once at 12:57 PM

Right, I think this will be quite a long post [as usual] but yeah. One more day before F6 starts. As I was telling Dong, I don't quite anticipate F6 life though. At this very moment without school I'm already able to say that I'm BUSY. What more with F6. Eee!

Korean class Intermediate I started. Had an addition of 3 new people. 3 new friends. I feel the barrier of teacher and student now. In our previous class it was so much fun! ;_; Sigh, I'm missing it already. But I'm still the youngest in class! ;] Kpop, dongbang actually sang for an OST? I never knew LOL. Talk about being outdated. But I've just heard the two songs in the OST, I really like the 2nd track; All In Vain. It's so NOT dongbang sort of music. Very.. dynamic duo sort of song? Heh heh. The rap sounds hot ;D Similiar to Shinhwa? ;x It also sounds very micky orientated to me, solo? 난 몰라~ 난 알어! ㅋㅋ. It's really micky's solo song HAHA!

I think I should start a to-do like fobarah in her blog XD And after this post I'll have to go do some homework. Another not really anticipated but definately happy case is where the 3 of them are releasing albums/singles back to back. Definate pokainess but also definately a very happy fan ;] Hee hee! On another note, I'm craving for pepero LOL.

I finally got to watch the korean show on tv; Hello Brother/Little Brother/안녕 형아. It was so freaking touching ;_; Initial plan was to sleep early but when I stepped out of the toilet my dad said there is this korean show on tv. The moment I saw Park JeeBin, I'm like OMG THATSTHESHOWIWANTEDTOWATCH! So I did. My mom joined me not long after that and yes, we bawled. It was so sad ;_; But very very sweet. Super touching indeed. I don't remember the last time I've ever cried like this in a movie/drama. Highly recommended [although its a 2005 production]

I seem to have to have lost my style of blogging. I sigh. I think I'll insert some emoness in this post. This point on, everything probably won't make sense to you [if you ever read].

I notice lately I'm turning into those stuff for needles to be stuck into? What do you call that? I forgot already. But yeah. You get the gist. I'm getting stabbed randomly by anyone everyone. This week theres already 3-4 times? I remember I was talking to a close friend [you know who you are] last time about the good points and bad points everyone has. I realized I have none? But then as time goes by, by experience, it has been revealed to me that although I don't have any; at least I have people that loves me; regardless of whether that person is a friend or family member. Then as the 'stabbing's happens, I start to question whether am I designated to be of such? I'm not talking about back stabbing of course. Another close friend told me that her mom says for everything you can stand you gain another. Like that friend, I am believing in karma. I'm not at cracking stage yet though; thankfully. But I am certainly getting softer by the day. If you think you can take advantage of that, please do so before I move on to my next transition. On another note, no, I'm not expressing my pain or depression. I'm just blabbering randomly. Really, I don't feel any pain or depression. I'm not sure myself whether is this numbness or just eerily calm feelings for whatever that's happening or going to happen to me. This sort of eerie calm[ness] seem to have been born after the talk to another dear friend. After probably two days worth of tears shed along with the talk, that had been achieved. With all the transitions/transformation and new-things-happening going on right now, I only can pray that I don't lose the happy me.

Thank you for reading if you have read till now.
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