Friday, June 08, 2007written once at 2:10 PM

I was suppose to do this like more than 24 hours ago? But yeah. I know I've been slacking a hell lot lately. Too lazy bah. And the weather is just nuts. In the matter of moments, it can go FREAKING hot. The next moment you know it, it's freezing cold. Brrrr... Anyway, today's post gonna be a super long post because as you and I know, I haven't been updating. Heh heh. Now let's see what did you miss.

A little shoutouts of bday people;
30/5 = Ryan [오빠 생일축하해!]
1/6 = Jerry
5/6 = Jordan ;DD
6/6 = 현중오빠 [언니의 남자]

On the korean topic; man I'm so sad. 강인의 천지 had the 마지막 방성 on 2/6. But on 4/6, it's 성민의 첫 방성 for 천지 ㅋㅋㅋ On 5/6, it's 슈주T's 100th Day! <33 Then on the 6th of June, I've discovered my 새 사랑! 그 사람이 타이키즈의 랩에 김현정이예요. ㅎㅎㅎ Anyway, korean stuff over. On Jordan's bday, went out with Melwinny, Tatty, SzeLynn and YeeEn. The PC 방 we went after that was quite cool. Heh heh. Watched Men In White [Gui Ah Gui Ah] on the 6th with my manager. So cool man. Saw the director of the movie and the female lead. She's so freaking pretty. Nice long legs haha! The show was quite amusing and entertaining; but might lead to some boring-ness if you don't enjoy the funny elements. Oh I even saw my previous job friends XD One of them were the emcee as well LOL! Too bad we didn't talk. Gah.

Tag time.

Rules : For those who have been tagged, you are required to write a story about one of your crushes, be it a current or a previous crush. To be exactly different from the common tags, there are no questions imposed this time. All you have to do is to write a story about him/her. Also, 5 people will need to be tagged at the end of the post. You must post up these rules before you start writing.

Person who tagged me : Sherri

So yeah, my crushes eh? Apparently there are some similarities between my crushes. But yeah, I'll don't know who to talk about. The one I want to talk about is un-talk-able. So I'll probably talk about this one. Heh heh.

I like this dude 2 years ago. One would describe him as Mr. Nice Guy. I don't know how to describe him. Hell, I don't even know why did I liked him. But you know how they always say when you like someone, there is no reason needed?

Throughout the period I liked him, I've done quite a number of things LOL. Be it, dividing my job of running around the school into more times to walk past his class or just talking to him in front of everyone else. His friends were really nice to me as well. Haha. I remembered once, I stayed back in school until the afternoon session ended just to support him in the sports event because his event was the last one.

Goodness, I was in school was 12 freaking hours okay? And I even ran under the rain&sun constantly throughout then. I came back having a fever and headache but gah, whatever. I had excuses though. Because I was part of the committee, I had to stay back till about 3PM-4PM, but I stayed till 7PM lol.

Now what else. Probably the crucial thing that I know you want to know is; yes. Being the impulsive me, I told him I like him ;]

The happiest thing is, he did not avoid me like some other person.

The bad news was, everyone around us told me he liked me too. But nothing happened.

I have pretty serious crushes haha. Because if it's not serious I would have just called them admiration XD I have my own set of definitions. And yes, I tell the person I like them. I'm that cool yo. Haha. Probably some people will think girls doing such will scare the guy off. But I believe in telling the person you love that you love them.

We're probably still very young to talk about love and all that therefore I'm using like. But seriously; think dramatically. What if that person leaves/dies before you get to tell him/her how much you love/like him/her? Or what if you actually stood a chance? But you didn't confess. And you lose that one chance.

Besides; once you have confessed, it's not your fault if nothing happened. Everything else is up to the other person on whether the relationship will blossom or not. Talking about this reminds me of this other crush.

Contemplating to tell him because I fear it might be the end. But it might be a beginning as well, my optimistic mind told me.

So I told him.

And what happened?

It was the end.

Yes, I have a very sad love life ;_; Anyway, next 5 person I would tag.

1. Hyunnie
2. Fobarah
3. Pooper
4. Ian
5. Simonie sshi

Woo~ Congrats Ian XD You're the only guy ahhahahaha!

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