Friday, August 10, 2007written once at 5:13 PM
Disappointments.
The 99th post of this blog and I can't believe its dedicated to a bunch of disappointments. This week has been rather bad excluding the movie I watched with my manager, the delicious breakfast my mom made this morning and probably my sej marks and yong fei's amusingness & hai yuen's hugs & naga's sweeties. Other than that; I have alot to complain.
You, got me into this and leave me just like that. I only came in because of you. I only did this because of you. But I'm not blaming you for anything. I know you'll be happier there. I'm just blaming myself for being too selfish because i had to post it right here to express how unhappy I am.
You, for being not able to do what you are supposed to do. And caused so much other freaking problems that lead from one horrible one to another. Conflicts and what not were all started from you. Causing all the shit and negative emotions to revolve around. I don't hate you, but I really dislike you.
You, for taking what you shouldn't have. It's not that I'm being petty or easily angered but I reckoned you were too much. Too much. You could at least ask. Regardless out of courtesy or basic manners that everyone should have. It's not like I wouldn't have given it to you either. But taking it behind my back and not telling me anything after that?
You, for not informing there was no class. And this isn't the first time either. Do you know how much time it costs for me to get there? And consider the petrol my transport has to pay. How much time my transport has to sacrifice to fetch me there? If only there was just a little more responsibility & less for forgetfulness in you...
You, for stealing somebody's place.
You, for freaking me out and irritated me.
And me, for being stupid because I got mad at you all.
I'm sorry [only to those that deserve my apology]
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