Tuesday, September 25, 2007written once at 5:09 PM

So yeah, I will just update on the interesting ones such as on Saturday I went to E.Excel's convention and boy, the dances there @_@ The crowd there! Omg. If we could do events and bring in that many people, wah. The dances were performed by this group from Shanghai. The dancers were so pretty! Stage was pretty simple, but when more and more performances were done and at the finale when all the dancers came out, KACHING!

Monday, went to some sort of Perfect concert? Super hot. I think the 10,000+ people who went to the National Stadium helped them to clean their seats apart from watching the concert. I got to see Fahrenheit! And Gigi Leung! And Sun Nan! And Ah Niu! LOLOL. I could care less about the rest but yeah LOL.

Exams coming soon. Sighs. I am so not anticipating it. And I'm worried for a friend. Please be okay. I missed the old you. Please come back soon...

On another note, a happier one thankfully ;]

Michelle, thank you for the early birthday present! Thank you for being uber nice to remember it. Thank you for being the first one to give me a birthday present. Thank you for being the first person to give me cookies as my birthday present. Thank you for being such a sweet friend ;]

Good luck everybody for their exams! Oh I passed my driving test! Mwah!
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Wednesday, September 19, 2007written once at 7:49 PM

Dedicating to someone who likes such stuff like me although in this case it's my case of life. A sudden crash in conscious had this emerged. Happy understanding ;]

Imagine having a remote control to control your life. Stop when you need time to refresh. Play when you can carry on. Rewind when you would like to reminiscence the past. Fast forward when you are sick of this part of life. Pause when you need a breather. I used to like the idea of having a remote control of life to control my life. But now, this very moment, I want an eraser of life.

To erase that part of life where I met you, that brought along all the continuous shit you are providing. Who knew knowing you would earn me a consolation prize which consisted of a whole lot of crapload and shit. And no, it's not a lover. Once a friend, now a nothing.

If the energy from a mere person as me and the few of you could change the world, I really believe we could. If we were to try out best, I'm sure it would work out; definitely. If there was a choice, I would choose not to believe in logic or rationalism. I would follow my heart and ask for what I want. Our/The God/universe will answer us, and it'll be given to us.

As God's word says, ask and you will be given.

I will. And I'll deliver everything to you, Lord.
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Tuesday, September 18, 2007written once at 9:00 PM

It's the tagging season again yo. I have like, so many O_o Talk about procrasinating. Kids, don't do this at home/school. You'll end up like me. Regret, and procrasinate further. Blah! But look! I'm doing the tags now XD Psst, if I happen to miss your tag, please leave me a msg at my cbox referring me to your tag ;] The gal is getting older by the second, hence the memory lossage. Anyway. Moving on :

The Chun Tat tag:

1. Do you ever lie about your age?
I got mistaken for a F1. Now what about that?

2. Do you prefer "sensitive guys" or "tough guys"?
let just say a balanced one. not too much on either side. the sensitive dude will probably die of heartache from the things I do. the tough one will get too annoyed because i would seem uncaring. etc etc.

3. Do you prefer blonde or dark haired guys?
If its suits your face, it's fine either way

4. Are you currently single?
no, but i'm available ;]

5. How many things in your past do you regret?
i can't remmeber pal

6. Do you have a best friend?
yep

7. What do you want to be when you grow up?
singer

8. Who was the last person you hugged?
hai yuen

9. Have you ever had your heart broken?
hmm, i think i have lost one shattered piece.

10. Have you ever thought of having a plastic-surgery?
hmm, maybe not. my money has better places to go.

11. Do you like your life?
sure why not ;]

12. Do you shop at Hollister?
no.

13. Has one of your friends ever stolen a boyfriend from you?
YES. one of my affairrsssss.

14. Has one of your friends ever stabbed you in the back?
can't remember this either

15. Do you have more friends that are boys or girls?
same same

16. How long have you had friendster?
can't remember

17. Have you ever cheated on someone?
of course! ;]

18. Has anyone ever cheated on you?
i guess so?

19. Have you ever slapped a guy in the face?
in my dreams yes ;]

20. What is one of your biggest fears?
my biggest fears are all my fears. they are all scary.

21. Have you ever skipped class?
i am a good boy. =P

22. Has anyone close to you ever passed away?
yes

23. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
yes

24. Have you ever not been able to get someone out of your head?
yes 이민우!

25. Do you believe in the saying "once a cheater, always a cheater"?
i have no idea now

26. Have you ever had a good feeling about something and it turned out that you were right?
yesssss

27. Do you ever wish you were famous?
yep

28. Do you ever wish you were a guy?
yep

29. Do you think women smell nice in perfume? (erm...is it right?)
i dislike perfume?

30. you people are so dead. MUAHAHA. my victims areeeee......
- li yan
- rock and rol
- shu [you are kena-ing in everything XD]




The Li Yan tag;
Seven things you plan to do before you die
- take my parents travelling around the world
- become a successful singer
- write a book, get it published; sent to friends - SIGNED.
- design a photobook for Shinhwa
- become the top shot in an field I'm in
- get married, settle down with a good family

Seven things you can do
- smile
- laugh
- praise
- glare
- cry
- scold
- command

Seven celebrity crushes [sorry to the sch peeps, it's all korean XD]
- 이민우
- 이혁재
- 김현중
- 장우혁
- 강대성
- 진태화
- 이재진 [did I got it correct? LOL]

Seven most repeated phrases.
- What the TUT?
- Chao~ [to LY xD]
- Bangun, Selamat Sejahtera etc etc / Class stand, good etc etc
- somehow?
- I know right
- I knowwwwwww
- ~that sort of thing

Seven physical traits you look for in a opposite sex
- presentable look
- taller than me
- nice hair
- nice skin
- nice fingers
- nice eyes
- nice body [HAHAHAHA]

Seven tags to go?
Are you nuts?! #$^@#$%#&@#$

Three names you go by:
- Michele
- Mish
- Mich
I have many many more, but since you wanted 3 ...

Three physical things you like about yourself:
- Voice
- Fingers
- Fairness

Three physical things you don't like about yourself:
- Thighs
- Hips
- Sensitive skin

Three things that scares you.
- Tags
- Stares
- You

Three drinks (alcoholic or non)
- Water
- Pocari Sweat
- Water

Three of your daily essentials
- Music
- Water
- Sleep

Three things you are wearing now
- T-shirt
- Shorts
- White+Black hairband

Three of your favourite movies.
- Death Note I & II
- 300
- Initial D

Two Truth and A Lie
- I'm sleepy
- I need to go pee
- I love tags

Three things about the opposite sex that appeal to you
- Ability to dance
- Ability to sing
- Nice skin!

The careers you are considering, or have considered
- Singer
- Lawyer
- Audio/Sound Producer

Three people you would like to see take this quiz now.
- Fobarah
- Shu
- Chong



Nexxxxxxxxxxt. Carol's Tag. Something similiar to Li Yan's.. but gah. Here we go,

7 things to be done before my death ..
- refer to the question above

7 things i do when i am away from the public
- I reckoned apart from peeing, pooping, and showering, everything else can appear to the public o.o

7 favourite sentences/quotes
- piiisssing me off
- what the.
- brain fried
- go die laaa~ [man 'rol, we are so freaking similiar x]
- are you nuts?
- miss me or nottt
- [ i would really love to include a quote here, but gah. brain fried]

7 favourite songs of all time [not exactly of all time, but my brain isn't working to think too well]
- shinhwa ; you're my everything
- shinhwa ; gihwe
- the cross ; saranghanikka
- big bang ; gojitmal
- 98 Degrees ; my everything
- kangta - in your eyes
- bsb - the call

7 things I'll make you wish you didn't do if you did
o.o?

7 tags ..
I omit this. It's insane.



Last but not least, tagged by Ang Yee

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Rules:
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1. The tag victim has to come up with 8 different points about his/her perfect lover
2. Have to mention the gender of his/her perfect lover
3. Tag 8 other victims to join this game and leave a comment on their blog.
4. If you're tagged the second time , there is NO need to do this.
5. Lastly, and most importantly, HAVE FUN doing it. XD
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8 points about my perfect lover
- love his family, my family and me
- no smoking at all. AT ALL. social drinks, okay.
- can tolerate and jaga me xD patienceee. is a crucial thing if you want to date michele ng ;]
- taller than me with nice stylo hair & nice skin
- can sing [no need for superb singing skills. as long as you are willing ;]
- can dance [same goes]
- can cook. clean. wash. anddddd. with a perfect smile ;]

Gender of my perfect lover: Male please. XY. If it's female, it's only LHY XD

8 person that i tagged:
- rock & rol~
- chong
- fobarah
- hyunnie
- shu
- lina
- michy



OKAY. Done. I think that's it. Right? o.o Hope so _ _" Bai
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Saturday, September 15, 2007written once at 2:27 PM

I actually have alot of things to update today but for now the main thing now is that I'M GOING INSANE OVER ECONS. Wtf, even the OBJECTIVE questions are so freaking difficult. Gone were those days of relief when you found comfort for being able to 'tembak' in the MCQ because you are certified dead for the subjective ones. Die man, I tell you. die man! More likely die lah! but omg, finals are just around the corner and I don't know how to do SO many questions. I bet failure is waiting for me around the corner as well with a net or something ._.

Moving onto more homework, I am left with PA1, Sej presentation and a whole lot of studying or else it's a one way ticket straight to hell. It had been a depressing week and I have procrasinated this whole damn period of time that I personally witnessed my homework piling up. So here am I now, facing the consequences of it. So kids, don't do this at home, school or anywhere else that gives you homework.

Had an unlucky day yesterday but I won't go into details or I might have some curse words here. I swear I was so pissed yesterday that I could almost kill. But of course, there are certainly some stuff that made me happy ;] The depression was caused by many things after getting thoroughly analyzed. [Yes I analyze my emotions]. I filtered out alot of stupid things. It's probably just an accumulation of all the shit thats happening right now.

So now to take a look at the upcoming events.

17/9 - Driving test
18/9 - The birth of a romantic milo girl
21/9 - Scales exam
22/9 - Outing
26/9 - Green house party
28/9 - You know I know, God knows ;]

After that, I will be having my exams lalala. Then more things. Wee~

Pushing everything aside, I would like to assure you that I will not think too much. I will not allow depression to sink in. I will be happy; always happy. I will be strong for you guys. In case of any need of emotional support, I'll be here, right here. I love you all!

In case anyone of you thinks I'm stupid for doing all this, I can only tell you that I'm not only doing it for each and everyone of you but for myself as well. I want to be happy, always. And I hope I can make you all happy ;] As corny as it seems, I am that naive. Blah~

Now back to homeworking -_-
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Wednesday, September 12, 2007written once at 6:00 PM



AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!

Someone get this for me and I'll be greatly indebted to youuuu~ I'll sing you a thousands of songs to last you a lifetime, I'll deeply love youuu!

*nudge nudge*

Someone's bday is coming anyway ;DD
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Monday, September 10, 2007written once at 4:39 PM

Went on an emotional roller coaster ride over the weekend. Gone overwhelmed with uncontrollable feelings.

Disappointed with important things. Hurt with emotional things. Irritated with stupid people. Angered by little things. Stressed with big things. Intimidated by better things.

And so, the tears this afternoon had hopefully flushed some pain and distress away. [Thank you Carol <3]

Grateful for the people I love. Happy with good things. Contented with the simple things. Touched by the appreciation. Warmed by the touching song. Proud of the praises showered. Amused with the funny things.

Thank you. If you happened to be one of the people who contributed in the positive paragraph above ;]
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Saturday, September 08, 2007written once at 11:28 PM

Your stupidity fails to amuse me. You make me wanna go right up to you and slap that disgusting face of yours. Then scream right into your face.

"To hell you and your stupidity go, bitch."

And happy continue being stupid.



On a friendlier note, I would like to thank a few people for being there always and ever encouraging me and telling me my good points. You know who you are. Love you guys <3
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