Saturday, September 15, 2007written once at 2:27 PM
Going nuts.
I actually have alot of things to update today but for now the main thing now is that I'M GOING INSANE OVER ECONS. Wtf, even the OBJECTIVE questions are so freaking difficult. Gone were those days of relief when you found comfort for being able to 'tembak' in the MCQ because you are certified dead for the subjective ones. Die man, I tell you. die man! More likely die lah! but omg, finals are just around the corner and I don't know how to do SO many questions. I bet failure is waiting for me around the corner as well with a net or something ._.
Moving onto more homework, I am left with PA1, Sej presentation and a whole lot of studying or else it's a one way ticket straight to hell. It had been a depressing week and I have procrasinated this whole damn period of time that I personally witnessed my homework piling up. So here am I now, facing the consequences of it. So kids, don't do this at home, school or anywhere else that gives you homework.
Had an unlucky day yesterday but I won't go into details or I might have some curse words here. I swear I was so pissed yesterday that I could almost kill. But of course, there are certainly some stuff that made me happy ;] The depression was caused by many things after getting thoroughly analyzed. [Yes I analyze my emotions]. I filtered out alot of stupid things. It's probably just an accumulation of all the shit thats happening right now.
So now to take a look at the upcoming events.
17/9 - Driving test
18/9 - The birth of a romantic milo girl
21/9 - Scales exam
22/9 - Outing
26/9 - Green house party
28/9 - You know I know, God knows ;]
After that, I will be having my exams lalala. Then more things. Wee~
Pushing everything aside, I would like to assure you that I will not think too much. I will not allow depression to sink in. I will be happy; always happy. I will be strong for you guys. In case of any need of emotional support, I'll be here, right here. I love you all!
In case anyone of you thinks I'm stupid for doing all this, I can only tell you that I'm not only doing it for each and everyone of you but for myself as well. I want to be happy, always. And I hope I can make you all happy ;] As corny as it seems, I am that naive. Blah~
Now back to homeworking -_-
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