Sunday, December 28, 2008written once at 8:56 PM

Yes, just because.

Because I like today's date ;D I finally finish burning off everything important and existing in this comp xD I find myself freely mass deleting and yet the space is just... limited? Getting too greedy, dammit. Sighs, I wanna splurge on CDs/DVDs ;_; Hmm, seemingly I have nothing to blog about LOL. Anyway, I'm attempting to get back to my reading mode because staying online has nothing much for me to do already lol.

Thank you for reading the rambling x]

p/s: If anyone out there has a high paying temporary job with considerate working hours and doesn't requires me to work on holidays; do inform me x]
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Friday, December 26, 2008written once at 11:42 PM

Finally gotten the busy woman all to myself today ;D

Shared the pizza (and of course the tapao-ing).

Did a book search together although it was done 80% by the other half.

The period at night wasn't good though. Got irritated and pissed off. But the matter shall die there and then.

Was eating my dinner with my fingers when I turned to watch the horror movie my parents was watching only to find myself getting disgusted and losing my appetite from the horrible and grotesque scene in the movie _ _"

Oh did I forget to mention I'm back to my angst-ridden days (of fic)? XD

I had something else to say but I've forgotten booo. Or probably that something should be left for another post totally x]

Good night everybody~
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Wednesday, December 24, 2008written once at 7:54 PM

Ah, 5 hours and 5 more minutes to Christmas.

Celebrating Christmas has been zeroing into simpler and simpler stuff in the recent years. So yes, this year there will be mass; and only mass ;]

I'm tempted to write something for Christmas but as usual; there is no plot in this head of mine.

I was so bored this afternoon that I contemplated if I should read my Tamadun Dunia o.o

With the naming of your gadgets getting more and more popular these days, I have also name/renamed my pendrive and mp4 to Yamapi and Rei-chan respectively bwahahhaha!

Merry Christmas everybody~
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Tuesday, December 23, 2008written once at 11:03 AM

Stalkerrrr.

Why the hell do I want to get to know you better omg.

Go awaaaaay!
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Monday, December 22, 2008written once at 10:59 PM

Because realization has dawned upon you that; some things really don't bother you anymore.

Jealousy isn't evoked nor hurt is felt.

Because some things just... don't matter anymore.
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Sunday, December 21, 2008written once at 10:06 AM

생일축하해요 앤디오빠!

Off I go on a day trip~

Food here I comeee!
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written once at 1:20 AM

12.40AM

I'm still here.

Waiting.

Doing nothing.

But I wonder who is reading this right now since I have sooooo many silent readers.
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Saturday, December 20, 2008written once at 9:15 PM

On this night, I'm sitting here alone in the room in front of the computer contemplating if I would wanna start writing anything in the doc that is taunting me as giru's music played behind as background. I've used up probably the whole evening indulging in fictions involving gazette and I feel more and more inspired to write one myself. Unfortunately; the ideas won't come. Of course, I haven't attempted but I have no main plot. Sighs. One of those days where you desperately need and want to write yet you can't.

Maybe I should just continue indulging in other people's fics and then wash my night down with a little comedy from MBMH x]
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Friday, December 19, 2008written once at 10:01 PM

JUST BECAUSE!

YOU HAVE TO WATCH IT ALLLLLL THE WAY UNTIL EPISODE 11.

AND SQUEAL.

LIKE ME.

OMGGGG. TH. CS. I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR YOU TO DO THAT TO NODAME FOR LIKE. BAJILLION YEARSSS.

AHHH I'M SO HAPPY RIGHT NOW.
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written once at 11:26 AM

THE SUN!

Another week and I can join the Cullens Family. All I need is plastic surgery now.

No, I'm not into the Twilight craze. Never was but probably will later. The movie didn't strike anything but I hope the book will although I'll probably be bias because I'm already in love with BDB x]

I feel so vampy. Oh fair pale skin and bloodred lips~ Lalala
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Tuesday, December 16, 2008written once at 8:02 PM

Tagged by Chonggie:

1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning
2. Each player answers the questions about themselves
3. At the end of the post the player then tags 5 people and posts their names

Starting time : 7.02PM

Name : Michele
Sisters : 0
Brothers : 0
Shoe size : 6/7/8
Height : 1.61m

Have you ever been on a plane : Yes
Swam in the ocean : Never
Fallen asleep at school : Yes
Broken someone’s heart : Maybe
Fell off your chair : No
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call : No
Saved e-mails : Yes
What is your room like : Organized
What's right beside you: Everything
What is the last thing you ate : Some pastry

Ever had... Chicken pox : NO
Sore throat : Always
Broken nose : No
Do you Believe in love at first sight : Yes
Like picnics : In fictions, yes. In real life, no.
Who was/were... The last person you danced with : Vincent L

Last made you smile : (Akanishi) Jin
You last yelled at : Raj?
Today did you... Talk to someone you like : No
Kissed anyone : Yes
Get sick : Yes
Talk to an ex : No ex.
Miss someone : Yes
Who do you really hate: I don't know

Do you like your hand-writing : No (varies all the time)
Are your toe nails painted : No
Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in : Pi? Jin? Righttt.
What color shirt are you wearing now : Green.
Are you a friendly person : Yes and No.
Do you have any pets : No

Do you sleep with the TV on : No. Computer on maybe.
What are you doing right now : Doing this?
Can you handle the truth : Yes
Are you closer to your mother or father : Mom
Do you eat healthy : No
Do you still have pictures of you & your ex : I don't even have an ex o.o
If you’re having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to : FW/YF
Are you loud or quiet most of the time : Loud.
Are you confident : Yeah.

5 things I was doing 10 years ago:
1. be in standard 3
2. bullying my form teacher
3. is all innocent and naive
4. having fun with my friends
5. get 2nd place and is assumed as smart.

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire:
1. Settle all whatever debts and what not.
2. fly to Japan, Korea AND London/Paris.
3. send parents to travel
4. buy presents for everybody
5. buy JE & SM

5 of my bad habits:
1. forgive and never forgets
2. relies on first impression too much
3. am quick tempered and impatient
4. too punctual
5. must on comp every single day

5 places I am living in:
1. my house
2. my parent's room
3. my room
4. my fantasy world
5. cyberspace

5 people I tag:
1. anybody
2. who
3. wants
4. to
5. do

toodles~
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written once at 7:57 PM

Wow, it has been one week since I've fallen sick o.o Anyway, I'm very much better now (thanks for all the concern guys <3) I've been too accustomed with sleeping too much that I sleep damn a lot now. I sleep half a day away, do some packing/cleaning, and it's nightfall already. LOL.

What a wonderful holiday XD Heading out now darlings <3
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Thursday, December 11, 2008written once at 9:13 PM

On days like these when your throat is hurting like a bitch, when your head is heavily filled with mashed up brains and mucus, when your mom claims your horrible nasally voice is sexy, when you don't even have the energy to sit in front of the comp to just have fun...

All you just want to do is curl up in bed under the soft soft blankies and lots of pillows and bolsters either watching DVDs with your parents and cracking up randomly by laughing with your 'sexy' voice and then choking because of your phelgm; or... just to read a book although your mashed up brain and mucus will cause your eyes and mind not capable of handling the many words taunting you x]

Oh fun~

I'm currently addicted to ONE OK ROCK and a certain few songs from girugämesh and one of the few songs ah dy recommended from the gazettE; can you believe it? LOL.
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written once at 4:30 PM

Days like these makes you really appreciate the simpler things in life more. So be grateful and appreciate the many simple things in life that you don't feel and think it's important.

Because when I fell sick 3 days ago [am still is]; these are the things that I realized that we really need to appreciate:
1. to be able to breathe well
2. to be able to put food in your mouth and allow your body to absorb the goodness
3. to be able to sit in front of the comp for many hours
4. to be able to sweat
5. to be able to enjoy room temperatures without freezing or needing a blanket
6. to be able to feel hunger

and many many more~
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written once at 12:47 PM

If this was the price to pay, I'll willingly do this again.

Because it's all worth it.

Even if blood was involved.
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Monday, December 08, 2008written once at 6:28 PM

I can't believe STPM ended barely 4 days ago O_O

Anyway, just a little update since I've been so busy throughout all four days ;D Right after our last paper, Nandos was our little place for celebration. Madagascar in the evening after a half an hour wait -_-" but all was okay after that. Met up with the Kenanga boys, did a little shopping for the BBQ the day after [which I never got to make it] and headed home after that. Had my first singing class after so darn long on Friday; in the evening went to YC to help out with the deco. Thank you Ah Dy for the teman-ing until my dinner at 12AM _ _"

Had a lazy start on Saturday. Went to Nostalgia Day/Night in the afternoon. It was good to catch up with most of them although we've just met 2 days before. There were alot of tears and hugs; not forgetting thousands of pictures as well. If only pictures could capture everything in that one image rather than just smiling faces. If only memories can be locked within it; hopefully it'll stay in my head until the day I die ;] Good memories should really last I hope. Right after the emotional 'farewell', we headed off to YC for my mom's kindy concert. I hope the three of you enjoyed yourselves ;] Had to pack up and de-deco after that, so home only existed after 11PM. Ended up sleeping at almost 1AM.

Went to church the next morning, did some long postponed shopping and visiting. Then to KT's church play at night with YF, A and MK ;D <3 Missed you MK. Hope your MSN is back and alive XD

This morning, it was raining so wonderfully. I woke up the first time in an illusion which isn't very appropriate if I post it here. Because of the rain, I slept so deeply and thoroughly [of course due to exhaustion]; which haven't happened for a very long time already. Went down KL for dim-sum with the grandma and aunt ;D It was awesome keke. The cold cold day had my jacket on all the time with my hair let down LOL. Went shopping for dad's shoes after that. And here I am ;D

Might be going for a movie tomorrow heeh~
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Sunday, December 07, 2008written once at 11:55 PM

with me, in me, & around me.

;D
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Saturday, December 06, 2008written once at 1:03 PM

Hahahahahhaah this is so amusing thats why I'm going to do this now although I have to leave the house in 10 minutes XD Oh, alot of Shinhwa & NEWS in my playlist [as usual hahahahha]

1. Put your iTunes on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
4. Tag 10 friends who might enjoy doing the same as well as the person you got the note from

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
Lee Hyori feat Teddy - Anyclub
HAHAHAHAHAHAH _ _"

WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
Arashi - Happiness
yes yes. indeed XD

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
M - L.U.V
riiiiight.

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Shinhwa - You
HAHAAH!

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
W-inds - Find Myself
Okaaaaaayyy.

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Tegomass - Ai Ai Gasa
awwww umbrella loveee!

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
NEWS - Fly Again
LOL. pilot? XD

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
M - Honey [feat. Yoobin]
wow. Wowwww.

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
YamaP - Gomen Ne Juliet
Errr...

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Shinhwa - Only One
LOL

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Yamapi & Koyama - Ginza Rhapsody
LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL.

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Son HoYoung - I Know
I dont know o.ooo

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Angela Aki - Kiss Me Goodbye
PUHAHA

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
NEWS - Beach Angel
LOLLLL.

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Wonder Girls - Nobody
yes. nobodyyyy.

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
M - L.O.V.E
hok?

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
Shinhwa - Shout

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
Kanjani8 - ∞ o'clock '08
LOL

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
Big Bang - Number 1

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
Kato Shigeaki - Tambourine
o.o

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
NEWS - Private Hearts
hok...

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
Kat-Tun - Splash
hahahahahhahahah

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
Kamenashi Kazuya - Someday For Somebody
niicee ;D

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
Hey! Say! Jump! - 真夜中のシャドーボーイ
okaaaaaaaaaaaaay.

Bai
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Friday, December 05, 2008written once at 6:12 PM

Maybe because I don't make that extra effort...


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Thursday, December 04, 2008written once at 4:48 PM

First of all thank you everybody, every single one of you that had wished me luck for my exams. Thank you to all the teachers who had taught me and left a mark in my life [despite the bad and the good] In no particular order [this is going to be a damn long list because I have a damn good list of good friends around who cares and remembers ;D]; chong, mrs kim hyunjoong, myc, ian, aliff, XinHui, Nwar who sent me twice XD, Tatty, LCS, moomoon who always checks on me, Mrs Shin HyeSung, sista Tracy, Wancha, Ah Dy who was super nice to send me a good luck sms daily, twinnie, manager unni, hamsapster sifu, jessroomie, fel, sherri, rol, jiamin who always remembers to call, and the many other people if I've forgotten you I'm super sorry and will edit if I remember you XD Thanks for all the hugs and handshakes and pats and prayers together.

High school is over forever. I came home from lunch with the main group of friends thinking if I might want to sleep. But when I close my eyes, there is just too much to be said. I hate it how my train of thoughts just disappeared whenever I plan to blog. I have so many things to say, so many things to do, I don't want to waste my time. I have so many emotions to convey, so many thoughts to share. But before I do that I want to thank my readers [of my fictions] for the love and support you guys have always showered me with ;] Yamish eh x] Thanks dearies.

My heart aches knowing that school has come to an end. Goodbye to my uniformed days, my power holding days, my leader posts, my moments of annoying the wonderful teachers, my wonderful fantastically lame and crazy and amusing and loyal and good and nice and everything friends, my super class who have created history; all the joy and craziness and what not; this is the time to wrap it all up. The good, the bad, we've been through this all together. Now it's the time to close the chapter and start a new one. It is indeed very depressing and sad, in fact it really hurts the heart that this is all ending. But everything has to come to an end. And I hope we all will discover our new things that is as enjoyable and fun just like how we had experienced throughout the one and a half years. I love you guys, I really do. And I just want to thank you all for everything. Every laugh, chuckle, giggle, whisper, talk, rant, complain, hug, dance, silly thing, scolding, song, and everything else we've done together; thank you.
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written once at 4:26 PM

It's so dark outside now. If emotions could be expressed through words so easily, I would've done so by now.

There are certain things that really shouldn't be said. If I've offended you, I'm very sorry. But there are things that I really don't want to hear from you. Because I really don't like listening to you anymore. Don't start giving me all that matured talk and shit because I'm really not interested. I don't want to know, don't want to care. Don't tell me to let go and go on when you're the one who won't.

I wonder some things that are lost in life can be retrieved again. Like lost memories that you remember again. Can lost friends be found again? Can old bonds come back to life just like the past? Will everything be the same again?

Stupid.

Of course not.
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Wednesday, December 03, 2008written once at 6:33 PM

Quoted from Mei mwahahahhahaha XD

3 more hours of exams.
3 more hours of high school.
3 more hours of uniformed days.

After that, everything will be over; forever.

Despite being super happy that exams are going to be over, with high school over; my happy and safe bubble is about to break after that 3 hours.

Sighs...
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Monday, December 01, 2008written once at 3:52 PM

You know what makes me happy?

This should probably date back to Saturday so yeah.

I am happy :

To see my mom being so happy when she meets up with her old classmates then to head off lunch with dad and having problems in ordering because the both of us don't know what we want to eat and wondering if we could finish.

To go all the way to Klang JUST to eat fried ice cream. Then laugh at my papa for eating so messily when I've successfully polished off two without a single drop of ice cream on the bowl then to have the prawn sauce and what not splattering to my specs and shirt thereafter. The experience of eating that big prawn with a butter knife and fork was indeed the first and very interesting indeed! Before we started eating, we were watching the lobster. While we were eating, the lobster was watching us. (The tank was right beside us.)

To read my readers' comments and feel so loved. To be in other people's fics and being able to be with the people I want to be with ;D

To be able to set my missions and complete them before I go to bed every day.

To finish 240 pages in 2 hours.

To be invited by an old friend (and close one) to her birthday party (SL <3). Then meeting up with super old friends that dates back to 1996. To see the migrated people again (MY&SK)

To have crazy friends yet a reliable one to send me home after. (TQ CYE)

To have a damn good friend who listens to whatever that comes out from my mouth. And I mean listen; really listen. (TQ YF)

To have 2 more papers worth 6 hours.

You know what makes me unhappy?
To feel that I've lost some people that I really shouldn't have.

But it's good that I have more happy things compared to the unhappy ones; so I'm happy ;D Besides, exams are ending sooooooooon! All the best to everybody ;] <3
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