Thursday, January 21, 2010written once at 11:11 AM
Clouded Mind.
I found myself extra excited and totally anticipating the morning as I decided to sleep last night. I was even happier when my roommate added on the fire by asking if I was excited about eating breakfast the next morning. Then I got even more hyper when I suddenly thought of something to tell her in secret. The silliest part was when I couldn't drift off because my mind was on so many things. But I did anyway and when I jumped up at 4.34AM; I realized I had dreamt of something that surprised/shocked the life outta me. Ask me when you see me. It involved two boys and me. From UM, and yes, my college. No, they are not gay.
That was it. I couldn't fall asleep after that anymore hoho. Tossed and turned; heard the random mumblings of another roommate; heard the endless alarm/ringing/sms tone of another roommate; wondered what time the other roommate was going to wake up... Finally I was up at 6.55AM. Harhar.
I was probably so excited because it's just one more day [but lesser] to be able to go home and eat the promised SUBWAY! No not the train of course ;D But it's the uber delicious [big] sandwich ze dad has promised to buyyy~ Awesomeee.
Went to watch the girls' basketball training yesterday evening ;D Saw someone and someone. Makes me wondered if there's something between them. Hmm~ Went off to 1st College after that with some collegemates to watch ze basketball. Sooooo exciting ;D Too bad 9th only lost to Puspita by 2 points. Was hoping there would be extra timeee! Then we could've watched it moaarr.
But I think one of the more significant things that happened yesterday kinda warmed the dead heart. But is it truly a dead heart? Was it even dead from the start? Perhaps it wasn't even dead but just clouded; by another feeling? Another thought? And how warm those words actually were? Or was it all just in the mind?
Self hallucination?
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