Friday, January 15, 2010written once at 3:57 PM
I must.
I haven't had this sort of tiredness for quite a while already; where not only your body aches but every other element in you. It makes things worse when you are down with a horrible flu during the busiest week ever. Suddenly everything starts crumbling down. God gives me fluctuating surprises that I don't know how to react to them anymore. I should stop assuming and just get to the point and get on with it.
This week, I try too hard to please everyone. I try to fit every schedule possible. I should learn how to say 'No'. I try to make sure I do and go for the stuff I want so I wouldn't be regretting it later. But I find lesser and lesser time for myself. Not to mention the lack of rest. I feel like the limit is coming upon me pretty soon. Once it finds me I really don't know how long it'll take me to get back on my feet to stand once again.
I'm so glad that at least there are at least two people who understands how important certain things are to me even though in general it totally isn't. I'm so thankful for roommates who are probably the only people who know how tired and sick I am though I would prefer to not admit it because I am doing it by choice. I'm the one making the decisions right?
I try, to greet everyone with a smile each and every day. I need to have the right mindset and heart. I need to find time to rest.
I need to drive.
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