God decided that He loved my aunt more than us and wanted her to come home. And she did.

For the past few days my head has been a total blank; a stark sheet of whiteness that had no ending. No thoughts; no nothing. Even when we were asked to do the eulogy I had no idea. But I was surprised the both of us didn't bawl our eyes out during the eulogy xP Despite knowing this wasn't going to be a departure that is forever base on the teachings of my religion; I can't help it with my tears. I don't think I have ever cried so much during the past few days. I don't think I've ever cried and laughed so hard altogether at once before. But it has been a good lesson learnt; a good experience despite everything. So thank you, ah kor. And I love you so, so, so much that I don't think you'll ever know until now. And I'm sorry for not expressing it properly despite the fact that (you said) I can talk very well and should become a lawyer.