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Thursday, March 25, 2010written once at 11:37 AM
Deprived.

I've been pretty sleep... more like rest deprived this few weeks. I really wanted and intended to just you know, stay home... and do nothing just to relax the brain from overworking or something. But no, that has been denied of me.

Suju's concert was a stab in the heart; reopening old wounds and creating new ones to start bleeding for particular reasons that I don't think anyone except this family understands. I feel the agonizing ache now. I feel like I've been running away for far too long. I've just been avoiding. All the terms of... jaded and what not. It probably doesn't apply to me. I've probably grown a little; matured a little more because I've seen this side of the world a little more. But actually... the fact doesn't change that I've been running away.

Because I was scared.

So scared of the heartbreak that ALWAYS comes in the package. The talk with Fel the other night made me rethink and wonder if I really do consider Hyuk more than just an artiste. As stupid as that sounds, I think I really do like him more than the rest and it's not just as a favourite member or because I liked him long before he debuted but there's just something... extra. Mwahaha sounds like a case of celebrity obsession.

Grandma's condition is going up and down, up and down. Emotionally, I'm drained. Exhausted. We cried so hard one night, and the next night thankfully she's doing okay. Then another night she's not well again. God, please grant me strength.

Another 7 days more before I fly to Japan. I haven't borrowed thick clothes, haven't bought local food to be brought over there, haven't packed the souveniers for the host family, haven't finished my assignments, haven't prepared my presentation, haven't study, haven't this, haven't that.

I really wanted to stay at college every night to just savour the last few days of being able to be with certain people I truly cherish but it's being pretty difficult.

On a happier note, there's a holiday for us on Monday. Let's hope nothing bad pops out of the blue. I really need to sleep and rush the assignments.

Till then~

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