Wednesday, March 10, 2010written once at 2:12 PM
Sink it.
I have no idea why this topic title was chosen but yes it's chosen. Now how do I begin. This week has been a pretty hectic week for me. Am attempting to start my assignment that was given the moment we started the course but as usual; I have no idea how. The thing is; even if I compared my intelligence state of 3 months back then and 3 months later of now; I have still absolutely zero ideas of what this assignments require me to do O_o? Is there something wrong with me or what?
Ze big event is on Thurs. For some odd reason. Okay; not exactly odd since I already felt this quite a while ago. I have no oomph, no drive, no motivation. Initally I thought it was because of a certain something. But no; as time goes by; I realized that it really wasn't because of that certain something since new memories can be created and stored in your heart and head all over again.
Event preparations and rehearsals has been going on for a while. Tonight is another rehearsal. Last night's rehearsal was slightly... a turn off. I wouldn't like to mention names or what they have done here but just one thing. Do you mind THINKING what you are saying before spitting it out at everyone's faces. I should understand that you are super stressed out and tired. But isn't everyone else feeling the same way too? Is there no way you could be a little nicer and not embarrass the important people you need to run this event? Sighs.
I have supposingly passed by a delight God gave me last night. The only thing I can think of is that person. But what am I supposed to do? Talk? Smile? I feel the pressure you know? Many thanks to my big fat pride that I can't seem to bring down. You know the thing is; even saying a failing hi to a NORMAL friend sparks up questions like; why you like that wan?
Like how? I only wanted to say hi waaatt. Imagine him la. Apatah lagi -.-
So many plans coming up before the trip to Japan. Hopefully everything will go fine. Hurr...
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